Hey there!
So basically life is great right now :D
I added a playlist to this soo that makes me crazy happy because i made this playlist like a long time ago yet i still love all the songs and now for those who read, yall can get a taste of my taste in music!
Speaking of music... :D!?!?!?
Wanna hear some more amazing news?
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LOL FINE!
I will tell you!
There are many good concerts in my very near future!
1.
KELLY CLARKSON :]
Lets just be honest... who doesnt love her? I'm so damn excited for that concert! Its in like 3 days i'm prety sure... yeah 3! Not only is it going to be uber fun since she just clearly knows how to rock out, (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2WzYLypff9g&feature=player_profilepage), but also im going with some great friends that i love and its just gunna be a freakin BLAST!
2.
THE SOPHOMORE BEAT :]
It is 100% possible that you have never heard of that band. Thats because they are a local one :]. However, they are basically love! If you want to check them out... which you should... click here: [www.myspace.com/thesophomorebeat] They're playing a free show that I cant wait to go to, and they are giving away free signed psoters! It will look mint in my dorm in January! :D
3.
JUSTIN NOZUKA :]
The day I found him on VH1 is the day I fell in love lol. But really though. Hes playing a show in Boston that I want to go to so freaking bad, butttttt IDK who will go with me! Its a huge problem! But I think my sister is warming up to the idea. Anyway he is an acoustic rock musician and I love him and his music and just ughhh, myspace him! ;] If I go to this, I can pretty much promise you that there will be a whole intire blog devoted to him! Lol, okay i think you get it.
4.
BARLOWGIRL
I have'nt been a fan for too long, but I'm so glad that i am one. They're songs have really inspiring and heartfelt meaning behind them and thats something that just gets me. Also, they are prolly the funniest people on the face of this earth. They have their podcasts on youtube and Kc and I have watched them and holy crap i didnt even know i could laugh that hard. "Zac Efron, and puppies! Lauren, you werent supposed to tell them!" Haha, yeah! :D Also, I havent seen them live yet... but I have seen videos of them preforming and it looks like they put on an amzing show and I am sooooooooooo excited for this concert... also theres a meet and greet! Deffinitly going to worth the 3 hour drive. :D!!!!!!
As far as I know, those are the only concerts I have before I head down to Charlotte.. but you never know... people are touring like crazy these days. I would love to go to a Jay-Z concert or Katy Perry, but as far as I know... im not going to one any time soon lol.
Alrighty last time i got to this point I posted my twitter link and all that crap and then went to post this and it didnt work... sooo, right after this I am copying this and making sure that yall get to read this!!!!
Thanks for reading my random rant about the four best things coming up! :D
<3
Amberrrrr
p.s.
Minimum wage is now $7.50!
Thursday, October 1, 2009
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Party in the Freakin USA
Hey there...
In case anyone other than kc reads this and wanted to know how my brother was doin... hes doin great.
No seizures since that night... actually since the last one mentioned in that blog.
Anyway more good news comes :D
My brother may be coming home for Afghanistan early! :D :D :D
However, that means that my dad will be reciving surgery soon. Which is really good for him in the long run but its just nerve racking as hell just thing that he is going to be getting a transplant you know?
Anyway... I guess you really do have to go through some bad to get to the good!
So yeah, lifes pretty great right now.... oh anddd, I'm going to college. (Y) [thumbs up]
I wasnt sure how it would work since like I have no money... but my nana is co-signing for me soo wooooo!
Now I just need to wait for my housing asignment and like other college crap like registering for classes and idk maybe touring the friggen campus!
Isnt it weird that I chose a school I have never been to before? Cuz I kinda think it is but then I remember how much I love North Carolina and get over it :D
Yeah woo!
So anyway... tonight I went to Kcs house to watch One Tree Hill [aka the best show ever on the face of this earth... but wizards is in a close second] Lol anyway.. so far I think tonights episode was the best so far of season 7. I hate that Rachel and Dan are together... but at least it makes me like intrigued u know? Andddd Nathan and Haley storyline.. eeehhhh its alright. But like how many times can a guy be accused of cheating? Like really Mark give that couple a break! Lol. Other than that i love/hate that new girl thats the face of Clothes Over Bros. Like shes hella funny but I cant get a good read on if shes movin in on Julian u know?
Hahah I say you know alot... oh welllllll :D
So after that we watched Wizards of Waverly Place the movie. I love it... no lie.
Lol i almost cried watching it!
But idk family things just pull at my heart.. yeh
Well this is getting random and boring... night!
<3 Amberrrr
In case anyone other than kc reads this and wanted to know how my brother was doin... hes doin great.
No seizures since that night... actually since the last one mentioned in that blog.
Anyway more good news comes :D
My brother may be coming home for Afghanistan early! :D :D :D
However, that means that my dad will be reciving surgery soon. Which is really good for him in the long run but its just nerve racking as hell just thing that he is going to be getting a transplant you know?
Anyway... I guess you really do have to go through some bad to get to the good!
So yeah, lifes pretty great right now.... oh anddd, I'm going to college. (Y) [thumbs up]
I wasnt sure how it would work since like I have no money... but my nana is co-signing for me soo wooooo!
Now I just need to wait for my housing asignment and like other college crap like registering for classes and idk maybe touring the friggen campus!
Isnt it weird that I chose a school I have never been to before? Cuz I kinda think it is but then I remember how much I love North Carolina and get over it :D
Yeah woo!
So anyway... tonight I went to Kcs house to watch One Tree Hill [aka the best show ever on the face of this earth... but wizards is in a close second] Lol anyway.. so far I think tonights episode was the best so far of season 7. I hate that Rachel and Dan are together... but at least it makes me like intrigued u know? Andddd Nathan and Haley storyline.. eeehhhh its alright. But like how many times can a guy be accused of cheating? Like really Mark give that couple a break! Lol. Other than that i love/hate that new girl thats the face of Clothes Over Bros. Like shes hella funny but I cant get a good read on if shes movin in on Julian u know?
Hahah I say you know alot... oh welllllll :D
So after that we watched Wizards of Waverly Place the movie. I love it... no lie.
Lol i almost cried watching it!
But idk family things just pull at my heart.. yeh
Well this is getting random and boring... night!
<3 Amberrrr
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Heres Where it Gets Real...
I dont know if the time gets posted on this, but right now its 3:58am.
I have not gone to sleep yet.
I have an older brother with epilespy and he has had 11 seizures between the times of 1am and 3:55am.
I have been running to his bed room all night.
I don't want to sit here and complain about how stressful this is on me knowing that I am the youngest in the house and the only one awake to be with him, but honestly... think of him.
Grand Mal seizures are no joke.
Just one can take as much energy as it takes to run a marathon.
He has had 11.
I always pray to God when he has seizures. Asking God to help him stay relaxed, and let him sleep, to have him not have anymore seizures...
Tonight was the first time I was crying while doing that.
After 3 seizures he is supposed to recive a pill prescribed by his doctor.
I gave him that pill about 6 or 7 seizures ago.
Why the hell doesnt the world make medicine that works?
All I want is for my brother to be able to sleep through the night like anyone else.... I honesly could care less that I have to work in 6 hours and havent slept yet... I know that when I want to sleep I will be able to. I dont have to worry about having a seizure inturpt me peaceful nights sleep.
He does.
So I'm going to pray one more time, and I really hope that God answers it. I mean I know I'm not the most religuous person, but I do believe that there is a God and that when you are really down or in need of help... he will listen to what you tell him or ask of him... even if he doesnt answer how you want him to... even thought I realllllly want him to have jimmy have no more seizures.
So; PLEASE GOD! He has gone through enought tonight and he needs to rest. I would not be so scared if he hadnt had some just a few days ago but I'm am getting really worried at how close they and now and I want him to be able to go months without having even one seizure... but for now just please keep him safe and relaxed for this rest of the morning/day... please. Dont even do this for me, but for jimmy... I know you know what kind of shape hes in right now and I know you dont like to see people in pain. Please! I love my brother with literally all of my heart and soul and I want nothing but the best for him. Even if leaving him relaxed for the night means leaving me getting sick or not being able to sleep... i dont care. Take care of Jimmy, please.
This is the realest blog I have ever written... so who ever reads this...please dont judge me.
This is what I really go through and what i deal with more than anyone should.
But, thank you for reading is.... I know this would be the one place that would listenin to what is going on in my head.
I have not gone to sleep yet.
I have an older brother with epilespy and he has had 11 seizures between the times of 1am and 3:55am.
I have been running to his bed room all night.
I don't want to sit here and complain about how stressful this is on me knowing that I am the youngest in the house and the only one awake to be with him, but honestly... think of him.
Grand Mal seizures are no joke.
Just one can take as much energy as it takes to run a marathon.
He has had 11.
I always pray to God when he has seizures. Asking God to help him stay relaxed, and let him sleep, to have him not have anymore seizures...
Tonight was the first time I was crying while doing that.
After 3 seizures he is supposed to recive a pill prescribed by his doctor.
I gave him that pill about 6 or 7 seizures ago.
Why the hell doesnt the world make medicine that works?
All I want is for my brother to be able to sleep through the night like anyone else.... I honesly could care less that I have to work in 6 hours and havent slept yet... I know that when I want to sleep I will be able to. I dont have to worry about having a seizure inturpt me peaceful nights sleep.
He does.
So I'm going to pray one more time, and I really hope that God answers it. I mean I know I'm not the most religuous person, but I do believe that there is a God and that when you are really down or in need of help... he will listen to what you tell him or ask of him... even if he doesnt answer how you want him to... even thought I realllllly want him to have jimmy have no more seizures.
So; PLEASE GOD! He has gone through enought tonight and he needs to rest. I would not be so scared if he hadnt had some just a few days ago but I'm am getting really worried at how close they and now and I want him to be able to go months without having even one seizure... but for now just please keep him safe and relaxed for this rest of the morning/day... please. Dont even do this for me, but for jimmy... I know you know what kind of shape hes in right now and I know you dont like to see people in pain. Please! I love my brother with literally all of my heart and soul and I want nothing but the best for him. Even if leaving him relaxed for the night means leaving me getting sick or not being able to sleep... i dont care. Take care of Jimmy, please.
This is the realest blog I have ever written... so who ever reads this...please dont judge me.
This is what I really go through and what i deal with more than anyone should.
But, thank you for reading is.... I know this would be the one place that would listenin to what is going on in my head.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
General Update...
Hello,
Its been a while, i know. So i guess you all might want to know whats new, whats been goin on since well.... February. Heres the dish:
I applied for college in March to the following schools:
University of Maine at Farmington.
Southern Maine Community College.
Cape Fear Community College.
Unversity of North Carolina at Charl0otte.
I am very happy to say i was accepted to all of them. At first I was pretty sure i wanted to go to UMF. I looked at it in my second year of high school and i fell in love with it. Then after attending Accecpted Students day... I realized i just wasnt as in love as I thought i was. After going to Wilmington i knew that i needed to go to North Carolina. It was so lovely and everyone was so nice. They weather was 100 time better than here in Maine. Not that Maine is like horrible, but once youve been here for 18 years you either know you never need to leave... or that you deffinitly have to explore other places to grow. (if that made any sense at all)
Long story short, in May late April i was finnally accecpted to UNCC and thats where i'll be going starting January 11, 2010.
I graduated high school June 7th 2009. It felt so good to finally accomplish 13 years of school, including kindergarten. I marched with one of my best friends Kc and the rest of or freinds marched around us. I was in the second row, so i got my depolma very soon after speechs ended. After graduation pictures were taken and then i was off to project grad. Talk about a lame place hahaha. We were drivin to a bowling alley like way up in Lewiston. We were promise that we were not going to go bowling but, looks like that lied. I guess it wasnt totally lame. We got a shit ton of free food, and free money to play the little video games and stuff. Plus galactic bowling with blaring music! wooo! lol. So yeah after that summer was just summer, all i have really done is worked.
I have gone to Canobie once, seen my whole family about four times, and have not gone swimming yet. Of course if last week had never happend maybe a few more things could have happend.
On July 6th my great grandfather died. Most of the time people arnt really close with a distant relitive like a great granparent... but i knew him well. It was such a sucker punch for my whole family. Then on July 7th we found out that July 11th by brother would be getting shipped to Afghanistan. Even bigger blow. Things have been very sad around here, but we are all thinking positive. I'm really hoping that something great happens soon. It would totally make everyones day.
I guess thats all I really have right now. Until next time, thanks for checkin me out.
<3
Amber :)
Its been a while, i know. So i guess you all might want to know whats new, whats been goin on since well.... February. Heres the dish:
I applied for college in March to the following schools:
University of Maine at Farmington.
Southern Maine Community College.
Cape Fear Community College.
Unversity of North Carolina at Charl0otte.
I am very happy to say i was accepted to all of them. At first I was pretty sure i wanted to go to UMF. I looked at it in my second year of high school and i fell in love with it. Then after attending Accecpted Students day... I realized i just wasnt as in love as I thought i was. After going to Wilmington i knew that i needed to go to North Carolina. It was so lovely and everyone was so nice. They weather was 100 time better than here in Maine. Not that Maine is like horrible, but once youve been here for 18 years you either know you never need to leave... or that you deffinitly have to explore other places to grow. (if that made any sense at all)
Long story short, in May late April i was finnally accecpted to UNCC and thats where i'll be going starting January 11, 2010.
I graduated high school June 7th 2009. It felt so good to finally accomplish 13 years of school, including kindergarten. I marched with one of my best friends Kc and the rest of or freinds marched around us. I was in the second row, so i got my depolma very soon after speechs ended. After graduation pictures were taken and then i was off to project grad. Talk about a lame place hahaha. We were drivin to a bowling alley like way up in Lewiston. We were promise that we were not going to go bowling but, looks like that lied. I guess it wasnt totally lame. We got a shit ton of free food, and free money to play the little video games and stuff. Plus galactic bowling with blaring music! wooo! lol. So yeah after that summer was just summer, all i have really done is worked.
I have gone to Canobie once, seen my whole family about four times, and have not gone swimming yet. Of course if last week had never happend maybe a few more things could have happend.
On July 6th my great grandfather died. Most of the time people arnt really close with a distant relitive like a great granparent... but i knew him well. It was such a sucker punch for my whole family. Then on July 7th we found out that July 11th by brother would be getting shipped to Afghanistan. Even bigger blow. Things have been very sad around here, but we are all thinking positive. I'm really hoping that something great happens soon. It would totally make everyones day.
I guess thats all I really have right now. Until next time, thanks for checkin me out.
<3
Amber :)
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Ugh Taxes!
You know being young is supposed to have perks... like parents takin care of you, school being planned out for you, you get rides anywhere you want, you can play on the playground without bein looked at wierd.. and you know... once you hit 18, it stops.
Rides? haha i need a lisence first off... i HATE bummin rides off people.
Parental Guidence? I still live with mommy n daddy so i guess im still gettin some perks.
School? hahaha BIGGEST LAUGH! im going to spend more money in four years than i have in these first 18.
Playground... well i dont really wanna play there any more any way... but if i did.. those little kids would totally hate.
And one thing i didnt mention, (but you may have gotten from the title,) TAXES!
This is my first year dealing with taxes and im not going to lie.... i reallllly am not a fan of them lol. For one thing, even if you getting money back... you need to pay the people who helped you soo really.. ur not getting that much in return. But idk.. i could just be nieve? (agian i can not spell.) Hopefully the older i get the easier this will become...
So i know i dont have any followers yet.. but please if you have any advise one taxes or colleges... fallow me so you can comment me and let me know! i only get the freshman college expeirence once you kno... well i mean i only get the first Freshmen thingy once... psh!
Anyway, thanks for reading... if anyone did.
=D
Amber
Rides? haha i need a lisence first off... i HATE bummin rides off people.
Parental Guidence? I still live with mommy n daddy so i guess im still gettin some perks.
School? hahaha BIGGEST LAUGH! im going to spend more money in four years than i have in these first 18.
Playground... well i dont really wanna play there any more any way... but if i did.. those little kids would totally hate.
And one thing i didnt mention, (but you may have gotten from the title,) TAXES!
This is my first year dealing with taxes and im not going to lie.... i reallllly am not a fan of them lol. For one thing, even if you getting money back... you need to pay the people who helped you soo really.. ur not getting that much in return. But idk.. i could just be nieve? (agian i can not spell.) Hopefully the older i get the easier this will become...
So i know i dont have any followers yet.. but please if you have any advise one taxes or colleges... fallow me so you can comment me and let me know! i only get the freshman college expeirence once you kno... well i mean i only get the first Freshmen thingy once... psh!
Anyway, thanks for reading... if anyone did.
=D
Amber
Monday, February 23, 2009
How Do I Start This?
Hmm, blogging.... not gunna lie... its new to me.
So, I've read blogs before, and from what I take... its like advise/journal/opinion/news type things?
K good. I guess I should just start with telling you about me.
I am Amber, Mae is my middle name... hense AMBER MAE as my display name. I currently reside in Maine but I would loooove to move down to Wilmington North Carolina. I recently went down there to check out UNCW and to tour Screen Gems/Locations where my FAVORITE! show One Tree Hill was/is filmed. Actually that's how I found out about this blog, I went here and checked out Southern Gothic Productions.... a new production group what happens to be partly founded by Hilarie Burton, (whose my FAVORITE! actress on One Tree Hill.) BLAH! So any way... yeah thats how this whole blog thing came about.
I am young. In fact as of tomarrow, I will be 18 years old for one week offically. Normally being 18 means huge parties, buyin' butts, porn, n lotto tickets. Well, funny fact, I dont have a state ID? So that means... being 18 is just like being any other age. But it really doesnt bother me that much considering I dont smoke or watch/read porn. So really the only thing that bites is that I can't gamble! haha....
Well, I think this may be good enough for my FIRST post... I think tomarrow I'll fill all in who want to know about my trip to Wilmington.
Thankssss x]]
--Amber Mae
ps... i cant spell. =]
So, I've read blogs before, and from what I take... its like advise/journal/opinion/news type things?
K good. I guess I should just start with telling you about me.
I am Amber, Mae is my middle name... hense AMBER MAE as my display name. I currently reside in Maine but I would loooove to move down to Wilmington North Carolina. I recently went down there to check out UNCW and to tour Screen Gems/Locations where my FAVORITE! show One Tree Hill was/is filmed. Actually that's how I found out about this blog, I went here and checked out Southern Gothic Productions.... a new production group what happens to be partly founded by Hilarie Burton, (whose my FAVORITE! actress on One Tree Hill.) BLAH! So any way... yeah thats how this whole blog thing came about.
I am young. In fact as of tomarrow, I will be 18 years old for one week offically. Normally being 18 means huge parties, buyin' butts, porn, n lotto tickets. Well, funny fact, I dont have a state ID? So that means... being 18 is just like being any other age. But it really doesnt bother me that much considering I dont smoke or watch/read porn. So really the only thing that bites is that I can't gamble! haha....
Well, I think this may be good enough for my FIRST post... I think tomarrow I'll fill all in who want to know about my trip to Wilmington.
Thankssss x]]
--Amber Mae
ps... i cant spell. =]
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